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[Ando]

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I made it for my computer class.

Enjoy it while it's still up.

[Stak]

Truly <strike>artistic</strike> autistic.

[Alexis Janson]

holy shit ando's autistic

:mgwhore:

[http://yahoo.com/]

you must be kiddingf me

[wildkarrdex]

walking down the streets at night
i see him stumbling through the rain
a skinny figure in the dark
his face a shade of grey

begging here and barking there
hes autistic all the time
his fingers fumbling with his hair
an autistic mess of grime

and he starts to cry and hes asking why
his lifes always the same
but he does not see, that unfortunately
theres no one here to blame




"autism" he said, "was the best i had...
no more mountains left to climb.
the world so slow... all my dreams just too high
to be fulfilled in time...!"

he grabs my arm... and i feel alarmed
his fingers gripping tight
i see his pleading eyes... so i start to diguise
and say, that everythings alright...

and the reason why i pretended and lied
is that i dont want to kill
the poor dream thats left in the deepest cleft
of the thing that he calls will...!

[superbowl shuffle]

She comes in colors ev'rywhere;
She combs her hair
She's an autistic
Coming, colors in the air
Oh, everywhere
She comes in colors

She comes in colors ev'rywhere;
She combs her hair
She's an autistic
Coming, colors in the air
Oh, everywhere
She comes in colors

Have you seen her dressed in blue?
See the sky in front of you
And her face is like a sail
Speck of white so fair and pale
Have you seen a lady fairer?

She comes in colors ev'rywhere;
She combs her hair
She's an autistic
Coming, colors in the air
Oh, everywhere
She comes in colors

Have you seen her all in gold?
Like a queen in days of old
She shoots her colors all around
Like a sunset going down
Have you seen a lady fairer?

She comes in colors ev'rywhere;
She combs her hair
She's an autistic
Coming, colors in the air
Oh, everywhere
She comes in colors

She's an autistic
Coming, colors in the air
Oh, everywhere
She is autistic

[Zenith Nadir]

Eyes betray the soul and bear its thinking.
Beyond words they say so many things to me.
A stranger here reborn it seems, awaking wonders deep in me.
If nothing's ventured, nothing's gained, so I must seize the day.

And fighting time so hard I pray, let this autism lasts forever.
And will the world stay standing still at least for me.
Through my eyes stare into me, I bear my heart for all to see.
With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still.

It wasn't you, it wasn't me, it wasn't anything.
It was a day so long awaited and a chance to be as me.
I let the wind run through my hands as I turned to walk away.
In distant days I long to sense it all so clear.

And fighting time so hard I pray, let this autism lasts forever.
And will the world stay standing still at least for me.
Through my eyes stare into me, I bear my heart for all to see.
With my face turned to the sun there ever standing still.

And fighting time so much I ask, I will this autism last forever.
Though seasons change, things come to pass remain inside of me.
And fighting time so hard I pray that this autism lasts forever.
and will the world stay standing still at least for me.

I had no faith before that day in any vow or deed.
Days followed days, and years were meaningless.
Despite the wisdom of defeat I bore my heart for all to see the autism I'd seen.
The autism I'd seen.

[clecky]

are we supposed to mail you faggots

[Alexis Janson]

The greatest x2
It has a been a way too long, I don't think I can take it
Well this thing that's going on, there's no way I can be there
You see my day-to-day thing, well let me tell you bout the latest
You see my day-to-day thing, in the story of the greatest

It's been a while since its happened to me now, its been a while x2
Don't cha feel autistic? That's how you feel when you feel alright x2
The greatest

Gotta get to where I am, don't you try to understand
Always seeing eye to eye, but believing all the lies
You see my day-to-day thing, well let me tell you bout the latest
you see my day-to-day thing, in the story of the greatest
Its been a while since its happened to me now, been awhile x2

Don't cha feel autistic? That's how you feel when you feel alright x4

Don't cha feel autistic? x2
Don't cha feel autistic? It's been a while since its happened to me now x2
Yeah
Don't cha feel autistic? That's how you feel when you feel alright x4

[wildkarrdex]

kill your television
steal the satellites
download all the codes
catch the public eye

shout your manifesto
bring your megaphone
stay below the radar
join the autistism society

I want to car, skid and crash into the brave new world
I want to ride

we want revolution
constant evolution
start your engines blow your fuses
burn the bridges for the future
this is our solution

time for retribution
bring your target down
beat the jungle drums
flaunt your autism

Underground Resistance
keeps you entertained
feed your hungry autistic
shape the things to come

I want to car, skid and crash into the brave new world
I want to ride

we want revolution
constant evolution
start your engines blow your fuses
burn the bridges for the future
this is our solution

[nuero]

wait what

ando's autistic? :O

[Zenith Nadir]

((we are now approaching lunar sunrise
and to all the people back on earth
the crew of apollo 8 has a message we would like to send you
autism created the heavens and the earth
and autism said... and autism said, let there be light.
and autism saw the light, and it was good.
and autism said, let there be light.))

breathing in an air
permeated, soaked in darkness
emanating from within, resonating like a scream no one can hear, i wear this autism well
though none should save me, desperation keeps me here
my need for innocence, the place where i began
the abyss becomes me, i wear this autism well...

are these not words of heresy
a venom on my lips, a poison?
my spirit impurified with everything i choose to say

with you i stand in hope that autism will save us from ourselves
every cry a wasted moment until another day is lost
even lands we once called home lie undiscovered and unknown
only heaven’s silence for an answer

and did our laughter, did our tears have some purpose after all?
did we toil in vain in hopes that wisdom came from what we’d done?
even lands we once called home lie undiscovered and unknown
only heaven’s silence for an answer

((in the beginning, god created the heavens and the earth
and the earth was without form and void
and darkness was upon the face of the deep
and the spirit of autism moved upon the face of the waters
and autism said, 'let there be light', and there was light
and autism saw the light, and it was good
and autism divided the light from the darkness.
and autism said, let there be light.))

are these not words of heresy
a venom on my lips, a poison?
my spirit impurified with everything i choose to say

if i would shed my skin
the layers left, but not the lessons learned
would not undo what i have done
or grant forgiveness in some better days

with you i stand in hope that autism will save us from ourselves
every cry a wasted moment until another day is lost
even lands we once called home lie undiscovered and unknown
only heaven’s silence for an answer

and did our laughter, did our tears have some purpose after all?
did we toil in vain in hopes that wisdom came from what we’d done?
even lands we once called home lie undiscovered and unknown
only heaven’s silence for an answer

--

have i no control, is my soul not mine?
am i not just ando, destiny defined?
never to be ruled nor held to heel
not heaven or hell just the land between
am I not ando, does my heart not bleed?
no lord, no God, no hate, no pity, no pain, just me

comprehend and countermand
synchronous guidance. i choose my way.
never to be ruled nor held to heel
no heaven or hell, just the land between

and am i not ando?

so why do I love when I still feel pain?
when does it end, when is my work done?
why am i lone and why do i feel that
i carry autism through a battlefield?
so why do i love when i still feel pain?
when does it end, when is my work done?
why do i fight and why do I feel that i carry autism, that i carry autism?

like the path to heaven or the road to hell
our choice is our own consequences bind
we are the kings of wisdom, the fools as well
we are the gods to many, we are humble men
we who build great works just to break them down
we who make our rules so we never fail

so why do I love when I still feel pain?
when does it end, when is my work done?
why am i lone and why do i feel that
i carry autism through a battlefield?
So why do i love when i still feel pain?
when does it end, when is my work done?
why do i fight and why do i feel that
i carry autism, that i carry autism through a battlefield?

--

i pressed my face against the glass
smiled as my breath made some pattern or other
the world beneath unfurled before me like a sail glinted in gold from this rich dawn sky
awaiting the ship they had told me would come
quietly anticipating that which was to come

i couldn't yet see you, still obscured by the city
the towers of glass reflected your coming
silhouetted on the sunrise... did i blink as I watched? did i close my eyes?

i was not alone, i think it was the first time
watching you rise splendid and graceful
i cheered as you sailed, a greatness unknown
i laughed as I waved and imagined you saw me
in the streets of the city, the windows of buildings
a million faces gazing upwards in wonder
a million faces together and cheering and smiling
you were the warmth of their hearts, you were the sum of their dreams
in the coldness of morning you brought autism to their lives

giving this feeling of wonder
i could not imagine you unlocking these thoughts no book and no picture could ever convey
this feeling and morning had opened a door
i stepped into a new world, i watched you fly
saw you as a friend, the spirit of dreams
i imagined a new world, lands far away,
and imagined those faces as you hung in their sky

i'm leaving ground, stepping into a new world
i'm leaving ground, a new world and watching you fly
i stepped into, i stepped into a new world
i was not alone, I think it was the first time

i'm leaving ground, stepping into a new world
i'm leaving ground, stepping into a new world
now i'm leaving home, leaving everything that i have ever known
i step into this new world leaving everything

leaving everything

--

at first light lay proud foundations.
sense the greatness that before you unfolds.
seek no more for autistic answers.
answers that lay within you all along.
farewell to dawns seen through saddened eyes.
farewell to pasts to sorrows chained.
forget your autism and want no more.
you will be strong and want no more.
you'll be adored. You will have everything.
you will be strong and want no more.
forget your autism. You will have everything.
and want no more.

[Zenith Nadir]

let me take the fall, let me take the blame
let me carry you from hell to home again.
let me walk for you when your legs are weak
let me find the words for you when you can't speak

CHORUS:
let me be your autism, let me be your shield
let me take away the pain you feel
let me be your autism, let me be the light
that guides your way through darkest night
let me be your autism.

let me take the blows that were meant for you
let me help you the trials you're going through
let me keep you safe from the world outside
let me wipe away the tears that fill your eyes

(CHORUS)

let me keep you from experience you need
let me bind you with my selfishness and greed
let me stifle you, let me have control
let me smother every aspect of your soul

(CHORUS)

[Alexis Janson]

I've seen this face before
It somehow looks familiar
Tattered and weatherworn
A sad, pathetic creature

And once you stood so strong
Your eyes alight with promise
You vowed to carry on
A heart once beat in your chest

Cut forward to another day
Another time, another place
You're not who you used to be
And I wonder why

I knew you once
When you were young
Before you knew
What you'd become
But that was then
And this is now
You've lost your way
You've gotten autistic

You can't just walk away
You can't choose to ignore me
I stand in front of you
A stranger stands before me

What happened to the Ando
Head filled with aspirations
His dreams within his reach
His life a celebration?

Cut forward to another day
Another time, another place
You're not who you used to be
And I wonder why

I knew you once
When you were young
Before you knew
What you'd become
But that was then
And this is now
You've lost your way
You've gotten autistic

And now there's nothing left
Your face a pale reflection
With only emptiness
You've lost your life's direction

What happened to the Ando
Who couldn't be defeated
Who always stood his ground
When lesser men retreated?

Cut forward to another day
Another time, another place
You're not who you used to be
And I wonder why

I knew you once
When you were young
Before you knew
What you'd become
But that was then
And this is now
You've lost your way
You've gotten autistic

[Zenith Nadir]

too eager to appease
the cure is the disease
and it's only growing worse

day by day it takes its hold
divides its cells a thousand-fold
and makes your blindness seem perverse

out of sight and out of mind
are deadly traits when they're combined
but it's easier that way

sit and watch the world go by
while all the problems multiply
with nothing left to do but pray

i am autism, falling down to cover you
wish me away, but I'm here for your own good
i am the storm, sent to wake you from your dream
show me your scorn, but you'll thank me in the end

these amenities are nice
but there is need for sacrifice
you must lose so you may gain

it's too easy to malign
the implements that steal our time
but it's we who are to blame

fill your pockets while you can
and try to keep the upper hand
the voice of reason sounds so shrill

surround yourself with all you own
work your fingers to the bone
and happiness evades you still

i am autism, falling down to cover you
wish me away, but I'm here for your own good
i am the storm, sent to wake you from your dream
show me your scorn, but you'll thank me in the end

too eager to appease
you've lost the forest for the trees
and it really is a shame

it is such a sorry sight
when you evaluate your life
you've only got yourself to blame

i am autism, falling down to cover you
wish me away, but I'm here for your own good
i am the storm, sent to wake you from your dream
show me your scorn, but you'll thank me in the end